End Of The Line

Soon its all over...

Soon it will be a new story, a different kind of joyride.

There might be, there might not be... but still, I wish myself luck in all my ventures.

Irreversible Changes...?

Wonder how it would be?

Negative emotions all around

Heart torn out,

Mind's all battered. 

CrushCrushCrush

They taped over your mouth
Scribbled out the truth with their lies
You little spies

Mmm dunno why. Suddenly addicted to this song LOL

Anyways. Things are worrying now. I just dunno why but... even when I'm not supposed to be doing something... I just see the need to help, be there, be a part of and to watch over.

It's not a burden. It's more of a... mandate? Directive?

Soon... this dream will end. It's December... wth. Time just simply flew...

Many things just don't really make sense. Really. Not at all. How come this churning pot of humane desires could change so quickly...like now

  Haiz. Humans. Always wanting what we cannot obtain. Oh well.

So near, yet so far

Waiting alone

To move, yet stationary

Waiting... alone  

OPINION

Haha. Who cares about it? People give it, people take it and go. But since it's simply the whim of a person to suddenly give it...it's ignorable? It's unimportant? Hmm... ok this was random.

It's getting twisted. Seriously. Out Of Proportional. Suddenly, as I've said once before to someone, my life is getting to be so random lately. Like you never know whats gonna happen... even in the next 5 minutes. 

Oh well, I think that goes for the rest of us now. Unpredictability... of course it makes things much more interesting... but just sometimes...I sorta wish that this kind of feeling of uncertainty wouldn't be here. At least... there might be something to be certain of? Something... hmm

It's the start of the holidays... and yeah the start of the exams. Never once though, I've really felt like I was taking some sort of serious test ever since poly started. Heh that's good I guess...

What's there left for me...? Not much I guess. Should I just continue? Or have I just simply have something to say. But cannot feel it? Oh well. Let us go with life...

What can be there but naught?

What can pinch the heart within?

The mind or the heart?

Desire...or Sensibility?

I seriously got some crazy talk sometimes...but is that the voice within?   

DUST N' BONES

Weee tiring day/days... so happy cause...

 

YAYEE MY BITTORRENT DONE

Hurray to those who accompany me today ^^ 

Hmm. Xmas is near. Will there be something special? Or will it be another one of those silent nitez?

  Try...to get to sleep...

 

I reach this page, den i lazy liaoz. 

NEW SLIPPERS.

YAYEE

Downfall 

Sucks to sick. Honestly, who likes being sick?
 

Anyways, last week was rather fast. One assignment down in that duration. It didn't even really feel like it was that important. Hmm well, come to think of it... whats there that's important anymore?

Mmm seriously i don't really remember much of last week. Hah.

Let's see. Maybe my handphone cam can jog my memory...

See Zhi Kai so hardworking... while I...

Was transferring PSP games LOL! I think this was MDAD lesson, tuesday

And I think this was Wednesday, when we went to help Wan carry NEWater from Kranji

 

This one of Zhenli being tortured (as always) was during Cheryl's Bdae party!

The Bdae girl herself!

Rock Band!

Photographers!

Heart to heart talkers

Saturday, we went for xuanjun's housewarming

Yah. This guy's house

This one was when me and HF were on the train to catch paranormal activity and pres, zhenli and jan were going home.

I SPAMMED!

 

 

And before we got out...

 

Pres and her middle finger! (It's cut off)

Saturday was a pretty long day. Probably because it nearly consumed half of my sunday as well. But it was worth it!

Imagine you're at Orchard waiting for a 1.20AM movie and the time is like 11.30??!

Yep, me, hermi, hanfeng and huixuan. We ate like 26 pieces of nuggets at The Heeren's Mcdonalds and cause nothing to do, we go walk walk around orchard!

  Photo time!

Seriously, all the reindeer statue faces look like shit.

Outside of ION

 

 

 

 

 

Right after all that, we headed back to Leisure to watch PARANORMAL ACTIVITY <<< GOOD! 

After the movie we headed back to XJ's house for mahjong 

Then...then... I reach home, 9.30. Went to sleep in front of the computer. 

Sunday, 12pm. My relatives came to my house and I seriously wasnt a very good entertainer...unless you count waking up like ten minutes before they arrived, sleeping like half the day afterwards and going to the doctor after waking as being entertaining. 

Oh well. So sucks to be me right now. But so what? It all still goes on. Now the question is whether or not I am able to wake up tml early for my 8am GEMS.

Being home the whole day sucks. But when you're out the whole day, sometimes you just feel like going home xD

When you are swallowed

by the dark, filthy hollow

When you are surrounded

by endless void all around

When you are,

Know that hope is near, here already   

Never Never Never

Mmm I havent had this feeling in a long time already... staying up late to finish up schoolwork haha.

Just finished editing my group's report (i think we already 800+ words over the required limit) and I hope we would be able to finish it up tml... together yeah -.- if i dun come to class that late. 

I just don't really feel like im here completely... as in like im not fully awake? The days pass to quickly lately that I just feel so spent sometimes... physically and mentally. Haiz.

I just find myself spaced out alot sometimes now... just can't really sit down and do something properly...

So heart-wrenching sometimes when you see a friend sad. Personally i'll just feel oh so saddened myself too. I guess thats what you get when your ur personal objective is simply the joy of everyone else around...

Waiting for the thief of hearts,

Wasted effort that'll be

as an empty void cannot be stolen 

Friday The 13th, and a Bunch Of Loose Ends

It is today, on the 13th Of November, Friday... that I can certainly declare a huge burden off my back... x) at last!!!

Finishing Gamers Meet 3 is certainly a stop-point right now. I have to stop, re-look at what I want to do now, instead of what i need to do.

A short list is in order I guess...

1. Get a guitar book like tim's -.- so I will be able to play SOMETHING instead of improvising with someone else.

2. Start taking the imitative and start DOING some assignments x.x if not I burden my classmates liaos omgss so guilty :( (cause i alrdy burdening them)

3 Practise, practise, practise... on my guitar :)

4. Start doing all the fun stuff that I couldnt fully enjoy with the burden on my head...stuff like watching anime, playing WoW xD

That's about it I think lolol my current wants! BUT I MUST REMEMBER TO

NOT SKIP/BE DAMN LATE FOR CLASS x.x 

I just think I gotta get started on the sleep early regime =(

For the past two weeks, it has been an incredible time @ school. I wouldnt swap the past two weeks for anything =) Even though it has been an emotional blender for me, I think it will be an important memory and part of my life... 

Screw-ups, achievements, getting high, skipping classes, getting pissed, moving computers, man-talks, nipple pinching distractions, lack of sleep, jam sessions and even suay suay Friday 13th...yeah thats what sums up the entire event.

But right now, hooray and yayee for myself for pulling through and I'm glad to say that i'm still alive =D

With the past behind, he strides out into the future...

Just reached home. Dead tired. Heres wad i found at my window...

Yeah its a little bird... mom told me its been there for like the past 6 hours alrdy o.o!! slping i guess

And here's a little bear i found crushed between bags in the clubroom LOL

Takin' It Easy

Heh so here i am in the clubroom... playing WoW, listening to the noisy ppl outside, and basically... just taking it VERY easy.

Heh its like the first time im able to be somewhat at ease for a loooong time. Haiz. Soon it will be over. Yayee!!!

Yeah awhile more Im gonna go to causeway point to catch a movie wif my secondary school pals. ^^

Alritez thats it. Im off soon... 

All mixed up inside...

and we can never decide

if the words are right,

if its alright...